An addiction I can't deny

30 April 2005

after going around so many internet webby. now then i realised that i haven't blogged yet. haha. i guess. i couldn't be bothered. but now. there's nothing to do.

hm. i've got cell later at 3. man. i've got tons of hmwk today. past year papers. monday's a jolly holiday. tuesday's english paper already. i'm getting freaked out here. ppl around me just realised yesterday that when we go back to school on tuesday. first lesson is exam. man. time sure flies. really really fast. oh wells. i guess i gotta start studying. haha. that's what i ALWAYS say. but how true does it get? maybe 0.1%. haha.

i cannot believe that stephenie got voted out last night? it's not surprising. since she's the only member of ulong that's left. so i guess they would want to eliminate the odd one out. i guess she's really manipulative. hm. it's gonna be a tough game ahead. i mean. c'mon. when you're playing individually among your tribe members from the very beginning. how would ya feel. it's tough. that's where the fun begins. i mean. the backstabbing. haha.

Striker
12:41

29 April 2005

okay. erm. nothing much in school today. except it's no more hmrm system til end of term? haha. i hope. erm. then i had sphere after school. not that bad. erm. yarh. partnered with dorcas. then. yanling gave me lollipop. erhh? ahaha. lollipop. erm. nvm. hm. then yarh. nothing le. i dunno. oh. did you know. ms vino watches smallville, desperate housewives, the oc, american idol, joey... omg. nv did i realise she was erm. so. young?

Striker
18:02

28 April 2005

here's what thing that totally pissed me off today.
i was blog hopping. and there's this stupid person. pose as me. and tag catherine's blog. i mean yes. i don't like her. but i don't spam ppl's blog one alright. it's so mean can. wait til i find out who that pig is then he/she know.

okay. it's gonna rain. AGAIN? gosh. erm. just had math tuition. erm. yeah. algebra. algebra. and more algebra. dots.

school was boring. yupp. erhh. tmr got sphere project. rarr. it's damn boring. i don wan stay back larh. but i have to? yes. i do. getting full uniform tmr. rarr. not good. means i have to wear. which is also not good. argh. i pray HARD that we don't need to wear whole day. =D

Striker
17:35

27 April 2005

just ate an ice cream. haha. yummy. creamy. slurp. haha.

today nothing much. really have to finish loads of hmwk today. chinese compo. english compo. maths tuition. yupp. these 3 only larh. but it's quite a lot. considering that it's quite tough. oh whatever. erhh. nothing much to do now. feel like sleeping? but whatever. haha. i think i'm lame. argh. WHATEVER.

Striker
16:10

26 April 2005

this is so ridiculous. my throat is okay. it's not sore throat. but swallow pain. argh. i hate this larh. freaking irritating.

hmm. today. nothing really. chinese was just plain weird. and funny. i only seem to realise now that c401, c402, c403 are all chinese tchers. first level is supposedly english. second level maths. third level humans (no. not humans. humanities.) then fourth is erm. i dunno. there's english/literature. there's chinese. haha. i guess a bit of mix? then there's the science lab for science larh. but you can find it a bit jumbled up though. hmm. then maths supp. boring larh. had stupid test. and i noe, you noe, you noe, i noe, we ALL noe. that many ppl found it difficult and bound to flunk. like hello. her questions are like so profoundly dumb. actually. it wasn't difficult. but PLEASE. a test. after school?! we had chinese listening compre exam today larh. and it was boring. haha. the repeats? i listened for 2 out of 4 before falling asleep. haha. on the way back on the bus too. i always wake up at every stop. but just continue sleeping after that. lol. ever missed my stop? nope. there was once the door was opened on my stop. but i couldn't be bothered to get off. so got off at the next one. further walk. but same 'estate'. haha. ermm. yarh. nothing else. don't feel like doing hmwk today. haha. i haven't really been focused these few days. haha. cos i've got something occupied with. yupp. my guitar. lol. erm. i'm getting bored of blogging everyday. haha. but it's just something to do i guess. blah blah. erhh. cbox is down. bleah.

Striker
16:37

25 April 2005

mm. okay. nothing much today. tmr got maths test. i mean like. wth. so many tests for what. i hate maths. i hate the tcher. i hate i hate i hate. can't rmb whether there's any hwmk for today though. haha. my throat got something wrong okay. swallow pain okay. it's not sore throat larh. like got something stuck there? haha.

a lot of things has been running through my mind. like *you2. since when have you become so caring and so nice towards me. it just feels weird. and you're back to making fun of me again. *you. actually. come to think of it. you're actually a pretty nice person. crappy. ermm. just that i don't know you too well. and it seems like you're avoiding me. why. don't like that leh. at least say hi to me?

okay larh. go destress a bit first. before i get started on school work.

Striker
17:15

24 April 2005

okay. eversince i was off the computer? i was playing the guitar! haha. and i'm getting better and the chords. i'm getting quicker in changing. i can memorise em. wheeeeeee. it's such a accomplishment! (: seriously. alright. yes. my left fingers are now sore. yes. press already then pain. haha. poor me. but seriously. practice does make it better. i wouldn't agree on perfect. haha. i guess all the interest in guitar is making wanna practice practice practice. until i left all my hmwk aside. tsk. bad yi jing. hahaha. okay. i'm going crazy.

later my mom comes back from her evening jog. then wait for dad to come home. go for dinner. go supermart. then go 'drop of something?' i dunno larh. i was busy playing the guitar when my mom told me. haha. HEE. i'm a very happy person right now. (:

Striker
18:40

friday
spent the whole night doing homework. from 8.30pm to 10pm. then 11pm to 1am. haha. i didn't realise i was that guai okay. but i can do hmwk at night only. i seem more focus. haha.

saturday
went for guitar. 9am. first lesson. sucky teacher alright. but still okay larh.
went clementi central to eat. went home.
did hmwk. slept.
woke up. 2pm.
bathe. left for jiarong's place. collect guitar. went church with her.
met the cell. me, tammy, kelly totally guy-dressed. haha. it was hot. yet cool.
jiabao has a chihuahua. omg. it's so adorable okay. black female. omg. it's sooo cute. it's so furryish. hahaha.
usher duty. haha. okay larh. i did the shaking hands one. (; one guy's hand was totally wet. haha. yeah. then there was the visitor card thing/offering. okay larh. except that instead of passing forward. that toot go pass forward. wanna make life worse for me only yarh. hmpfs. hmms. sat down for service. after that went back to open door usher ppl out. erhh. then nothing already larh. went for dinner. blah blah blah. kinda chatted with jon low, ben ong. they were about to leave but got held up by ppl like us. XD then isaac, jon kwong came over. then michael. then the group left. went magicbox. nothing really. then came out. jon kwong came over. haha. then went gillman. play pool, me, jon, kel, tam. left guitar with danielle, asking prat help to tune. thanks christopher. haha. then played pool. erhh. a bit lame. come to think of it. then danielle and kenneth came. kenneth was supposed to hide the guitar and danielle said she didn't bring. but AHA! i saw kenneth tried to hide it. -.-' ah ah ahh. not funny ah. haha. then yarh.
jon got ipod. ah! i'm so jealous of you. haha. now i know how to use ipod already. yeah. it's so simple. (;
then after that. my parents sent jon kwong home. haha. sorry arh. i was coughing throughtout the whole journey. hehheh. yupp. so yeah. that was yesterday.

the sunday so far
nothing much. woke up. played guitar. haha. i tried larh okay. but i'm not pressing the string hard enough. see larh. now my finger pain okay. bleah. then hm. went out for lunch with mom. tonight i feel like going AV to eat. haha. bbq food. yummy. spicy. mmm. but i don think my parents will allow. duh. cos i just recovered. oh wells. whatever. i want chocy chocolato. erm. i mean chocolate. =D

Striker
15:42

22 April 2005

i'm in a rather good mood today?

it's the end of the week. hooray. tmr is saturday? suddenly i don feel like doing ushering cos i think it's damn lame. with the tie. erhh. haha. i thin it's weird larh. but erhh. whatever. i've got my rc boots. erhh. yeah. i'd rather call em shoes thou. wearing that tmr. but it's uncomfortable. yeah. still shiny and sticky and solid hard. erhh. lace i still dunno how to tie. tie already and it looks weird? haha. okay. erhh. then kelly ann gave the seniors a cake. a big 2kg chocolate cake? it looks 2.5 though. yummy. i took one slice. shared it with zhihui and shahilia. then joyce came by. then before that i got one bite from xinyi. it tasted so good. haha. then another one from tammy. lol. yupp. i've finally got my hands on the saudi arabia thing. the water bottle. okay. it's purple. but still. i got the water bottle. yeah man. thanks zhihui. for being loudspeaker. haha. cos i found the answer. she said it. (; then i saw vanessa from damai sec. yupp. the one from fcbc. yoznet. (; haha. she's a student councillor. LOL. i still can't believe that though. haha. i'm going on the guitar course by myself. yeah. starting tmr perhaps? aww man. and it's a guy teacher. whatever. hmm. haha. i think the dates are damn nice. they are rather sweet. but really nice. yum yum. the sticky one. not the dry one. today was a rather eventful day i guess. yupp. okayy. ermm. that's all i guess. yeah. hmm. i'm getting pretty nervous about tmr. oh man. i'm missing the hike tmr. poor me. i wanna go with the seniors. waaa. it's their last training k. sob.

to my secondary four seniors:
thank you so so much.
i'm really gonna miss you guys.
can't imagine a training without you all.
take care.
i love you all!

Striker
16:34

21 April 2005

so it's interesting listening to what ppl get for SYF. like our school. haha. every morning. nearly. new results will be out. ehh. okay larh. haha. didn't get gold for anything have we? haven't heard yet. eldds results are out tmr only. lol. hmm. i noe we've got bronze and silver. the bronze girls are really disappointed. but the school cheers em on. =D

haha. ermm. i'm totally loaded with maths lately. so it's more more more practice. whole stack of maths from school. *i'm exaggerating. then there's maths tuition. ij tp past year paper. only the algebra question. plus std form questions. plus algebraic manipulation blah blah blah crap. yupp. rarr. irritating.

WHY SO MUCH MATHS. AND IT JUST HAD TO BE ALGEBRA.
DO YOU KNOW. I HATE ALGEBRA. I HATE INDICES. ARGH.
I'M GONNA GO CRAZY. wait. i'm already crazy.
YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME crazIER.
*points ------------------>
*scrolls down to thumbsdown
AND LOOK. I HATE ALGEBRA.
I HATE. I HATE. I HATE.

bye. psst. i'm getting what i want for dinner today. yum. (:

Striker
18:05

haha. okay. i think my throat is worse? or izzit better? i dunno. all i noe. when i swallow. the left side hurts. poor me. okay. i've got tuition at 4. mom's buying porridge home tonight. (: easier for me. erhh. school was okay i guess. except for the big pile of hmwk i had when i got to school. first thing i did was photocopy mc. haha. in case any of the other teachers require it. like absence from cca. absence from maths class (pig). can't take pe. haha. yupp. dumb. oh wells. nothing big. shall go now. bye.

Striker
15:28

20 April 2005

hey man.

gosh. my neck aches real bad. probably cos of the throat inflammation. doc says it's really red. freaky? it's never hurt this bad before. then it links to a headache. and i'm getting feverish again. oh man. haha. if tmr i don't get to go to school. that would be like one whole week wasted? haha. my throat is like as if there's something stuck there. like a lot of phlegm or something. i dunno. should go drink warm water eh. redcross uniform costs 47 bucks. oh man. and it's here already. OH MAN. i don't wanna wear larh. it's weird. and i'm the only one in my class man. cizhen at least can change into mufti larh. unlike me. rarr. hopefully can change into school u yeah. pray pray pray. okay. my throat seriously doesn't feel to good. have to keep away from chocolate. oh my dear chocolate. how i will miss you. haha. yeah. i dunno larh. hope i get better by saturday afternoon? got usher duty. and i wanna be the 'talking' person. haha. i just find that so fun. XD

Striker
18:20

yeah. on mc today. oh wells. woke up at 7.50. got nothing to do. haiyarh. boring larh. my dad went out. help me buy lunch. aye. porridge. haha. cos i think i've got my taste bud back? haha. well. today. i hope we're going out for dinner. cos i want to have something soupy. haha. tmr? ehh. going back to school. but everything's so unhealthy. gotta eat porridge then. or lor mai kai. or something. yupp. maybe rice larh. haha. i dunno. i can't really talk right now. haha. cos my throat really hurts. but yeah. i'll talk when i need to. LOL. okay. gtg. bye.

Striker
11:48

19 April 2005

haha. heyy. this girl ain't feeling to good today. went to school for morning assembly. after that went home. haha. so lame. erhh. then went to see doctor lorh. then came home. sleep. wake up. sleep. wake up. haiyarh. terrible headache. i'm hungry k. but no energy to cook. i'm already typing this slower than usual. woah. haha. * is actually quite a caring person. but * didn't reply me. bish. okay larh. i'm excused from PE until 30 april? haha. i've got mc for tmr too. awwh man. which means no redcross. but awwh man. jorin ma'am leaving us tmr. and i want to at least get to see her. haha. like ginni says. my twin. -.-' then friday's training is postponed to saturday. going bukit timah hill. -.-' i don think i can go larh. haiyarh. whatever larh.

Striker
17:40

18 April 2005

hey.

main highlight of today. is i ran 2.4. and i passed well (for my standard) without anyone partnering with me. haha. it was quite surprising larh. cos i finished. and there weren't much ppl there. haha. 2nd half of the class everytime slow slow running. haha. less sporty. lol. timing? 17.05. ehh. not bad yeah. lol. i only walked for like half a round. haha. can you imagine if i didn't stop to tie my shoe lace TWICE. what my timing would be. probably like 16. rarr. dumb shoe lace. maybe it was the chocolate too. energy bar. yupp. zhihui helped me buy kinder bueno bar and the hazelnut thing. yummy. finished all already. haha. sad huh. hmm. then yarh. nothing else. the rest were boring. i almost fell asleep during english. my eyes kept opening and closing. cos i told myself. it's lessons. i can't sleep. but i couldn't help it. then the last bell rang. gosh. i woke up. couldn't sleep again. -.-' oh wells. whatever.

Striker
16:32

17 April 2005

woah. i've finished my school hmwk already. how guai of me.

yesterday. didn't wanna go for cell. shh. haha. anyway i would be pretty late too. reached home at 2.30. was so damn tired. then you expect me to bathe and get ready and go for cell. haha. i'll be late late late. well. then i went for service larh. of course. erhh. okay larh. then dinner. blah blah blah. then went magicbox. woohoo. genesis was performing and eatmyass was performing. fyi eatmyass is a nickname for someone. haha. funny right. no. it's not shaun. lol. then uncle jerry sent the kids home. haha. first stop. jon kwong's place. woah. pretty pretty nice nice house. (: then me. haha. then danielle and isaac. haha. last night was pretty fun.

usher duty next week. our cell has a big surprise for the other FCBCians. (; it's pretty cool. it's our new cell group tradition. shirt and tie. haha. woohoo. damn cool. us girls. looking like guys? haha. jiarong said formal. so formal lorh. lol. and ermm. i'm wearing heels with that? haha. i'm bringing my adidas. cos i don wanna be wearing heels all over the place when i'm in guy's clothes. lol. weird. so i'm bringing extras. haha.

went through my dad's closet yesterday. woah. so branded arh. haha. salvatore ferragamo. givenchy. hugo boss. emporio armani. monchino. haha. yeah. my shirt. is purple. but a bit dull dull type. plus a brownish purplish tie. both hugo boss. haha. top so branded. heels and pants not at all. lol. both from malaysia. haha. okay. i'll probably borrow clockshoes from charlene? haha. at least hers is black. then it matches better. but yeah. i'll still be wearing to change. lol. oh no. she said hers is size 10. my gosh. nvm. cannot wear. haha. it's ok.

today got nothing on. boring.

Striker
14:53

16 April 2005

guess did get a chance to blog yesterday. was really busy and tired.

yesterday
i had school. then you saw me post during project work. =D then i had rc. it was ermm. quite alright. first aid. then did some discussion stuff about upcoming events. and then went to the middle east exhibit. quite cool. haha. the dates were sweet. too sweet. then we had practice for rc day. then. end. then the sec ones had to do banner planning. i sat there and tried to help. xinyi, audrey, ginni, alina. were all there. to get them to plan. didn't noe what's the outcome thou. gosh. their enrollment ceremony is today. they have banner competition. my dear juniors. go go go! (: do the school proud. c'mon! haha. then there was ptc. the talk? didn't go. the meet the tchers. haha. it was okay. i guess. talked about my poor lit and english. and my maths. haha. then talk about me being quiet. and that i don participate actively in class. heh. haha. then that i'm a good girl. (: and respectful. (: then that's all le. auntie margie took quite a long time. sad. doubt i'll be seeing kelly for youth. okay. then after that. me and my mom went tiong to eat. haha. sakae sushi. quite okay larh. haha. then walked over to tiong market to meet dad. haha. he went there for dinner. after work. lol. then bought dessert. take away. reached home 10.20. then ate dessert. watched survivor. i think janu should be voted out next. i don really like her. shakes head. yupp. then bathe. then sleep lorh. that was like already 12? haha. cos i dilly dally. oh. and cos i had to blow dry my hair. i don wanna be sleeping with wet hair yarh. next morning wake up. VOOM! like lion like that. haha.

today
nothing big. mom calls me. then i meet her at clementi. go for lunch. check out yamaha. for guitar courses. then come home. go for cell. then service. then. haiyarh. boring larh.

Striker
11:20

15 April 2005

psst.
in school now.
project work lesson. learning how to do webby.
blah blah.
better go.
not supposed to be here.
bye. (;

Striker
13:12

14 April 2005

heyy.

hmm. now is my chance to have the com. haha. and no one knows. parents just left for cell. late huh. mum came home late. dad went for jog. haha.

today didn't have much in school. so boring. tmr's ptc. my gosh. it's scary. cos i'm gonna be there too. and my mom doesn't know i failed my maths. i think she'll freak. lol. 47. haha. it's the second 'major' exam i failed. the other was art. haha. sa1 for secondary one. now this. and all my results are just plain horrible. i'm gonna get a long nagging from her. but hey. at least i study now okay. i try. haha.

shahilia's got an ipod mini. i'm so jealous. haha. but i don want ipod mini. ooh. do they have orange? haha. i want the 20GB ipod one. haha. more songs the better. (: but i don't mind the mini. somebody get for me. i like the scrolly rolly thingy. haha. she bought for like 300+? offer much.

tuition was ALRIGHT! (: haha. i understand better now. yeah man. tmr's the maths test. lemmi see. how many ppl in class will fail you tell me. i know our class is not a maths class. but we can still have 75% passes. like with eric chua and ms loke. but with her? it seems chaotic. gosh. pls larh. she's nie trainee. and teaching secondary two. it's important year you know. damn. ca1 fail le. do you know how bad that is. mrs seow (tuition tcher) says gotta have at least one more extra session. i don mind. at least it helps me better. (:

hmm. tmr got rc. and i seem so happy. oh no. my water bottle is still in my shoebag. okay. gtg get things ready. but before that. play game. my com's going crazy. it's i think. getting to hyped up. it's hanging every now and then. better post this quick.

Striker
20:53

13 April 2005

heyyo. main highlights.

theresian models. -.-' lame. haha. that's what mrs kong called us. i decided to have size 40. it's more comfortable yeah. looser than the 38. cos if not 38 have to wear high high. 40 at least no need. then can hang low. lol. have to go in search for mr francis to change my order. =D it's so embarrassing okay. so we all were like pratically running through the lines. haha. we had to parade down lorh. haiyorh. could hear ppl laughing. thumbs down. but i like the scott. very comfortable. may be ugly. but comfortable. i like! (: so sporty. haha.

redcross. hmm. okay larh. marching was tiring. under the hot hot sun. distracting the basketball girls. haha. funnaye. then had evac. erhh. okay larh. was with lizhen. sijia. amanda. tammy. haha. then finish already practise your own. ginni arh! piggy back me. i'm like so heavy. 5*kg okay. but she still can carry. so cool. after that. of course. i was suffering from shock. haha. from the fact that she can carry me. and that i didn't fall. haha. freaky. haha. then yarh. uncle jerry sent me home. yupp. overall. okie. have ter bathe. byebye.

Striker
18:52

12 April 2005

okay. erhh. zhihui ran 2.4 today. passed. (:
school has got a new uniform. the friday wear. haha. it's a skirt pants. aka scott. lol? and you're supposed to wear that with a pe tshirt and track shoes. woohoo. good? ehh. okay larh. well. except that i have to model it tmr assembly? not good. i have to wear and show the whole school. together with yvonne. qianru and rena. not funny larh. have to bring so many extra things to school rarr. not funny okay. i repeat. NOT FUNNY. i'm not a skirty person. i don't wear skirts! it may be skirt pants. but it still looks like a skirt. well. next time when the church group wanna wear skirts. HAHA. i can wear that for them! neh! boring.

Striker
17:36

11 April 2005

sports day. ehh. reached there like 7.05? haha. i woke up at 7.45? that's what i love about sports day. it's held at clementi stadium. and it's just behind my house. (: well. there's the milo van. ooh. yummy cold milo! slurp. went around quite a lot with charlene. erhh. haha. hey. thanks for helping me buy the hair tie. wil pay you back. (: hmm. quite boring yarh. but watching them run is cool. like lorraine. omg. she's so good okay. i thought she would have won the best sportsWOman. haha. i thought she was the one with 3 gold medals. but she won quite a lot for catherine. i wonder what would we be without you. haha. well. it was a pretty good day. cheerleading was boring. seriously. boring. the steps and music weren't hyperific enough. that's coming from me larh. i thought katrina was good. yeah. there are some parts where they fell larh. while doing the pyramid thing. aye. what's there to talk about. so boring. hmm. then end already. results:

overall and cheerleading are the same.
6th-joseph
5th-catherine
4th-ignatius
3rd-caroline (wahliew. since when they become top 3 de. but doubt they'll be there for long.)
2nd-marie
1st-isabel (ah duh.)

oh wells. came back. then went out for lunch. then came home. bathe. sleep. til 6.30. did hmwk. then now i'm here. and now i'm gone.

Striker
18:57

10 April 2005

saturday
g12 conference. whole day. dozed off at certain times. haha. had to drink a cup of tea every break. haha. keep me hypered. worships were awesome. jumping jumping jumping! sweating away after that. so hot. then after that it becomes so cold. haha. it was quite okay larh. erhh. didn't understand some parts? too chim. haha. sometimes i just can't catch it. haha. like pastor cesar. haha. erhh. cos there's interpretation. then i got blur. heh. hmm. didn't stay til the end. left at around 10. waited for dad to come. was with my mom. then saw jina. yupp. she leaving early cos next day had competition. lol. then met clement. he going home too. even though parents and brothers still in the conference. haha. dad came. went hong leong to have supper. i was really thirsty. yupp. then went home.

sunday
okie. today had celebration service. took cab there. haha. with my mom. like the driver was so reckless larh. swerve here there. shivers. then after that met the cell. then walk around. lame larh. then service. the dance floor was a bit packed. no place to jump. you just end up stepping on people's feet. haha. hmm. then after that went to pastamania to eat. harbourfront. craving marhs. haha. had the same old thing. should try something else next time. no. seriously. haha. then went to buy candymix. craving too. haha. still have some left over. erhh. then went home. slept from 4.30 to 7. haha. supposed to go for evening jog with mom. but i was sleeping. haha. so didn't go. then went alexandra village. eat bbq stuff. spicy. yummy! (: super contented. haha. yupp. now i'm here. hahaha. lamee.

Striker
21:57

08 April 2005

hello.

now i'm at kelly's place. haha. okay. after this. i have to do my poor hmwk. so poor thing. i've got maths. history. science. haha. cos monday no studying. sports day. hoho. erhh. i got first aid duty. last slot. 10.30 - 12. while the others are all one hour. haha. i hope it doesn't go over. haha. hmm. me doing with kelly, suet yi and tammy. -.-' haha.

today school was so-so larh. linda yew not in school during first period. had choir syf. haha. whatever man. erhh. then blah blah blah blah blah. after school. red cross. okay. then ermm. tammy ma'am and xinyi ma'am. hahaha. they higher rank marhs. must call ma'am. so... funnaye. erhh. okay. hmm. then had first aid. blah blah. then after that. ginni and tammy commanding on sports day marhs. then stadium so big. so practising. hahaha. so me and kel stand in the middle of the field and listen to them. okay. then dunno how. it ended up with me, kel, ginni, dorcas, haashira, kel ann. super funny. yet lame. haha. hmm. then yeahh. nothing else le. byebye. do hmwk time. (: hao guai wor.

Striker
20:52

07 April 2005

hey.

my computer's been taking a lot of time to load recently. as in the internet. haha. i dunno. slow perhaps. computer breaking down. virus. rarr. i got cca tmr. til so late. i wanna come home after that kay. then can watch tv. enjoy. bleah. hate it. i'm going over to kel's place. hmms. go play pool. hehheh. what a smart idea. that's if i'm goin over yeah. haha. wil try to talk it out. and rationalise. lol. chim much.

today school was quite crazy. linda yew wasn't in school. so the last lesson and the one before recess was free. not exactly. had compo to do. then chinese was utterly boring. maths was plain stupid. history was lame. haha. cos vino is like. hahaha. so funny. and all the others. hahaha. last period. the class was a bit slack. haha. and lyanne is so... funny. haha. everyone's funny. hahaha. okay. crazy me. hmm. think i'll need extra money. i'm running low. only got like 4 bucks left. for tmr ya noe. probably need another 2. haha. okay.

came home. mom on leave today. cos g12 conference starts today. haha. me going on saturday only. boohoo. haha. school comes first anyways. ermm. tuition. haha. it was quite okay. now i understand quadratic equations. yeah man. this rocks. haha. price reduced to $250 for 4 lessons. until i find someone else to do with. any takers? secondary twosaintclare. my house or her house. both same estate. walking distance. haha. say here for what. no one bothers anyways. no sec 2c person reads here. haha. except for SOME. dots. haha. my mom left immediately after tuition. cos uncle jerry came to fetch her. so sad. but my dinner was already cooked. rice. vegetables. soup. haha. didn't wash up. lol. lazy larh. it's me you're talking about. okay. so now i'm on the com. no hmwk wad. haha. tmr. english. history. maths. recess. science. science. project work - ee. that sissy person again. then assembly. hopefully something is on.

i want my nyaa book. i wanna get started. NOW!
tennis and guitar rocks. (:

Striker
20:33

06 April 2005

house practice was boring. yawns. did kickboxing again. cos it rained. heavily. brr. cold. hmm. tmr's dolly's bday yarh. got her time out chocolate. yum yum. haha. jon kwong's bday coming too. gosh. there's nothing interesting to talk about. it's so boring. forget it. g12 conference starts tmr. ain't going to saturday.

Striker
18:14

05 April 2005

hey.

today. nothing much. no art today. tcher not in school. didn't have 2.4km run. francis not in school. cme had test. science did experiments. woots. double period chinese. i didn't sleep. i was paying attention. haha. how suprising. ermm. handed letter to tan kh already. i escaped before he could continue. he said okay thank you. so i leave lorh. kwakwakwaa. ermm. my canon in d is coming along pretty well. first part i still cannot. middle is okay. until the end. bish. so difficult. haha. but practice makes perfect. or somewhat perfect. tmr got house prac. then erhh. not going for red cross. haha. good thing or bad thing? dunno. shall bring pe shirt. cos friday i can still wear my rc tshirt. ermm. nothing else. wednesday is a nothing on day. okay.

Striker
21:54

04 April 2005

ooh. didn't realised it was so late. mom wrote letter already. but didn't get chance to hand the letter to tan kh. haiyarhs. whatever man. okay. just now someone called me. and i dunno who izzit. haha. freaky. doesn't sound like anyone i noe lehs. hmm. ayee. today got nothing on. yawn. no house prac. haha. it's wednesday. lol. erhh. hmm. seriously got nothing today. haiyarh. i wanna go learn guitar. i want i want i want. strumming can already. francis never say for how long. hahaha. just say complete can already. but i guess. i dunno. i want the nyaa booklet. and i want it now. rarr.

Striker
16:40

beautiful soul by jesse mccartney

Chorus:
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Chorus

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

Chorus

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

Chorus 2X

Your beautiful soul, yeah

Striker
16:32

03 April 2005

bowling
i'm pretty near to quitting bowling. all i need now is for godberg tan and francis to accept. i've asked my mom. gotten a short lecture. got called stubborn. kwakwakwaa. haha. but yeah. she's gonna write a letter. then i'm done. it's really one heavy burden off my chest. haha.
home
it's so saddening. coming home to an empty house. and there's no one to make me study. my mom doesn't wanna get a maid. but it just means more work for her. well. i try to help out at times. like prepare dinner for the two of us. dad sends me to school. then i reach home around 4 if i don't stay back. and 7.30 if i do. it's actually just a half hour ride back home. but it's the waiting for the buses which seem to be so irregular even during peak period. on those days where i come home around 4. i have ter settle my own lunch. and then. my mom only comes home around 8. while my dad. 10. haiyarh. should go jogging more often. enables me to destress and lose weight. kwakwakwaa.

next week. monday. house prac. tuesday. no bowling for me! cos who says i'm going. HA. wenesday. redcross. thursday. tuition. friday. it's either redcross or sports day. there is seriously an air of confusion of the sports day. they say it's 11april. but the house prac form said 8april. oh wells. we'll soon find out. hahaha. i hope it's 8april. then can go for g12 conference. instead of just going on saturday. hahaha. thursday not going. friday only if there is sports day. hmm. if it's sports day. i'll go do first aid duty. hahaha. i have to larh. i'll take the last shift. yay. hahaha. dunno larh. i just feel like it. go sign up with kelly and honey. hahahahaha. i wonder how many ppl to one time slot. okay. nvm. hmm. nothing else larh. should go destress some more. had a terrible time trying to solve math problems just now. tuition hmwk. but i've completed it. except for those that i dunno how to do. heh.

Striker
15:16

YOU ARE WEIRD. WHY WERE YOU SO NICE YESTERDAY HUH. WANNA BE A LEADER TOO EH. TELL ME WHAT QUALITIES YOU HAVE LARH. YOU ARE JUST PLAINLY ACTING ENTHU AND NICE. KA PLUEH. WE DIDN'T ACT TO GET TO WHERE WE WERE. WE JUST PLAYED IT OURSELVES. WE DIDN'T KNOW WE'D BE CHOSEN. YOU DON'T ACT NICE LARH. YOU THINK WE CAN'T SEE THROUGH YOUR STUPID ACT MEH. YOU THINK WE'RE BLIND. HARHAR. NOT FUNNY. YOU LOOK LIKE CHINA DOLL LIKE THAT. HAIRSTYLE SO UGLY. YOU THINK IT'S NICE MEH. THEN SINCE WHEN YOU TIE HAIR LIKE THAT ONE. RARR. I CAN'T STAND YOU ANYMORE. I DON'T EVEN TALK TO YOU ANYWAYS. COS I DON'T WANT TO. I THOUGHT YOU WERE NICE BEFORE. BUT NOW. KA PLUEH. YOU ARE JUST BEING EGOISTIC. AND A PLAIN SHOW OFF KNOW IT ALL. LIKE AS IF YOU KNOW IT ALL. YEAH. YOUR SCHOOL GOSSIPS PERHAPS. YOU THINK YOU'RE POPULAR. WE ARE MORE POPULAR. YOU THINK STICKING TO HER WILL MAKE YOU POPULAR. YEAH RIGHT. ONLY IN THAT AREA. BUT HOW WELL DOES SHE KNOW THEM. HOW WELL DO WE KNOW THE OTHER AREA. MUCH BETTER. DUH. I'VE GOT A FEW GOOD FRIENDS THERE. SO STOP YOUR STUPID ACT. IT AIN'T GONNA WORK.

hmm. i didn't realise ya noe. my cell right. ten people. one leader. nine members. all got long hair except four. rachel, joyce, peishi, hannah, amanda, michelle, jiarong. then there's the four. kelly, charmaine, jiabao, yi jing. all from stc. i just don see what so nice about long hair larh. haha. i prefer short thought. lol. suddenly. primary school i liked long. but now i'm into short. for some reason. lalala. alamak. hungry larh. bye.

Striker
10:11

heyy.

service was so-so larh. then dinner - kfc. then came home. had kimchi noodle. it was my mom's dinner. shared with her. then dad came home with dessert. yum. yarh. that's all. dad ends work at 7 today. so gonna go out to eat fish head curry. oh no. but i've got indigestion. nvm. ayee. that's all larh. nothing much today.

have ter tell my mom i'm quitting bowling today. and i need the letter. today. hope she understands.

Striker
09:59

02 April 2005

heyyo. gotta make it quick. leaving the house pretty soon.

okay. had com service today. the starting. when trying to kill time. they made us perform tricks first. but me and kelly shy larh. just stand there. lol. then now. pastor seng lee. aaron. and daniel noes our name. gosh. haha. then. priscilla was there. haha. cool. she performed magic tricks. so nice. so professional. but she was unprepared. so yeah. some tricks could be seen. heh. hmm. then grad ceremony. now i'm a member of lawrence and priscilla's magic circle. (: i'm in the alumni group. haha. got cert leh. nice nice one. signed by pastor khong. whoots. okay. then met mom at jurong east. went for lunch at delifrance. haha. then went clementi. cut hair. (: yay. now it's shorter. back to the weird hairstyle i once had. haha. but at least i DON'T NEED TO TIE. then went supermarket. then came home. haha. later i need to buy shahilia chocolate. cos i owe her her birthday present last year. lol. i was supposed to give her larh. haha. and dolly's too. her birthday coming. thursday. haha. buy chocolate bar. mars for dolly. dairy milk for shah. okay then. i'm outta here.

Striker
16:02

01 April 2005

let's begin.

school started. april fools'. i hate the day. so many stupid pranks are played. i find it terribly annoying. then blah blah. assembly had talk on nyaa. erhh. i still A BIT blur. heh. my stomach a bit uncomfortable. dunno why. yesterday and today like that. haiyarhs. okay. then redcross. erhh. okay larh. had games. on the field. and there was a dead rat. eww. but ginni threw it to one side. so nice. haha. thanks ginni kor. then played captain's ball. terrible game. my fault guys. didn't throw properly to audrey. ): oh yah. they wanted to make us do 50 push ups. kwakwakwaa. april fools'. haha. hmm. then went home. reached home at 7.15. so late. i sat at the bus stop waiting for the 97 to come. for half an hour. my gosh. that was really long lorh. next time. i'm taking whatever bus comes first. haha. sihui came down from 65. she was taking 100. then my 97 came. haha. then cos she was asking me what bus i was taking. whether 100 just left. then she said. your bus come already. haha. and her 100 was just behind it. she's like my lucky star? haha. she come. my bus come. her bus come. hahaha. i found it very funny. gonna do some tuition hmwk first. then go watch survivor. (: let's see who loses this time. aww. haix. tmr got community service. magic show. -.- boring. gotta be at ang mo kio hospital at 9.15. eeyer. i don feel like going. but... i gotta tell myself. i can live through this. oh and if i'm quitting bowling. i have to write letter. parent's letter. dunno how to tell my mom. tell sunday bahs. heh. erhh. yeah. but she'll be lecturing me instead. i don wanna keep coming home so late larh. i don like. okay. whatever. don wanna think about it. kays. i'm outta here. sickening thing.

Striker
20:54

Be a striker & score a goal
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins

Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots

Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.

- And the record keeps playing the same old song